Ever since we entered the new year of 2013, every day now—or
so it seems—there’s something new.
Last week, it was the new set of teeth that we didn’t even
notice coming in. (You now have eight[!].)
Three days ago, you casually began blowing spit bubbles. You
kept at it for quite a while, one after the other. You seemed to like their
shiny feel and bright pop.
Two days ago, you started … well, there’s no polite way to
say it, really, but humping while held in arms. It is a very deliberate roll and
thrust of your hips. I want to start calling you “Tiny Elvis.”
And yesterday, it was the quintessential “ga-ga-ga.”
Somewhere along the stretch between yesterday and today—while traversing the
terrain of your dreams, perhaps?—you found an entirely new consonant sound, and
it has been bursting joyfully from your mouth ever since, as if you needed to
meditate no further, as if I were wrong, in fact, in thinking that yesterday
was the first day for this sound, as if you’d been born saying it, had been
practicing it for the last nine months, no big deal, ma.
Today, it was the long count of five that you stood
unassisted while contemplating the two blocks—orange, yellow—held in your hands.
Those five counts lasted so long, they might as well have been minutes. I didn’t
breathe; you didn’t seem to notice your spontaneous grace and sense of balance.
And then it was over, and you sat with a hard, quick thump.
Life with you is a dream, joy boy. And I am trying to be
present for each moment but also archive the moments, like snapshots tucked
haphazard into a keepsake box to be organized in my free time. You know, once
you’re in college.

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You're back! Hooray.
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